......GOD, today taught me A L O T of things today..and i understand the lessons that you are trying to portray....
this is the first time i am coming in here, humbling myself, being honest with myself about things and maybe in the end, it will truly make me feel better and make me GROW as a person....
there are many things that i have to work on right now in my life....yet, i feel like i am an onion unlayering the first layer and opening up myself a little bit to people.....
i have a significant problem going to sleep @ night in conjunction with being ON TIME...i have a tendacy to stay out late @ night or going to the gym with my cousin's late at night.....knowing that i have to be or appear to work between 8:00am - 9:30am....sometimes i don't TRUTHFULLY get to work until 10:30am or 11:00am...sometimes 12....to me and to GOD, that is UNACCEPTABLE.....I have another problem......COMMUNICATION....i can't seem to figure out the reason why that is SUCH a BIG problem for ME.....for the most part, I know it is a major function for me as an adult....so that is something i need to work out.....
I really need to step my GAME UP in my areas of my life (FINANCIALLY - DEALING WITH MONEY, GRAD SCHOOL - It's NOT a GAME, HONESTY - BEING "TRUTHFUL" in all aspects, SELF-APPEARANCE - have a sense of pride, COMMITTMENT - sticking to things i say i will do)....
in all honesty right now, i truly feel lie an onion.....tommorrow begins the 4 serious day of my DIET but since my fast, i feel like in all actuality, I WILL BE OK....i just pray that GOD works things out for me how they SHOULD be.....
I pray my TAX RETURNS comes back and that my mother helps me out....
....GOD, I just pray that you allow me to CHANGE and GROW each day.....PLEASE just keep my HUMBLE and close to you.....this is my prayer....AMEN....
g'nite all xoxoxoxoxo
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