.kristen.elizabeth.

.....first level....

......GOD, today taught me A L O T of things today..and i understand the lessons that you are trying to portray....

this is the first time i am coming in here, humbling myself, being honest with myself about things and maybe in the end, it will truly make me feel better and make me GROW as a person....

there are many things that i have to work on right now in my life....yet, i feel like i am an onion unlayering the first layer and opening up myself a little bit to people.....

i have a significant problem going to sleep @ night in conjunction with being ON TIME...i have a tendacy to stay out late @ night or going to the gym with my cousin's late at night.....knowing that i have to be or appear to work between 8:00am - 9:30am....sometimes i don't TRUTHFULLY get to work until 10:30am or 11:00am...sometimes 12....to me and to GOD, that is UNACCEPTABLE.....I have another problem......COMMUNICATION....i can't seem to figure out the reason why that is SUCH a BIG problem for ME.....for the most part, I know it is a major function for me as an adult....so that is something i need to work out.....

I really need to step my GAME UP in my areas of my life (FINANCIALLY - DEALING WITH MONEY, GRAD SCHOOL - It's NOT a GAME, HONESTY - BEING "TRUTHFUL" in all aspects, SELF-APPEARANCE - have a sense of pride, COMMITTMENT - sticking to things i say i will do)....

in all honesty right now, i truly feel lie an onion.....tommorrow begins the 4 serious day of my DIET but since my fast, i feel like in all actuality, I WILL BE OK....i just pray that GOD works things out for me how they SHOULD be.....

I pray my TAX RETURNS comes back and that my mother helps me out....

....GOD, I just pray that you allow me to CHANGE and GROW each day.....PLEASE just keep my HUMBLE and close to you.....this is my prayer....AMEN....

g'nite all xoxoxoxoxo

randomness....

no thoughts needed....just typing str8t from the heart....

well, saturday is almost here.....it will be one week since we have burried my Nana....yet i can STILL feel her presence....saturday is also the big blackout party.....in a sense, I wish I would have planned better for my hair appointment...i should have gotten a weave put in but who knows....i should have prepare better but GOD will allow for things to be fine....just have alot of calls to make and such....

i am sitting here listening to "Note to God" by Jojo....she has some good points as well.....there are so many things that I yearn and I want to ask God....i know that GOD has alot of GREAT things in store for me in my life and I can't wait to venture into them but for the moment, I will be patient and just head his call and will...i know that sometimes I don't always turn to him but i should...

signed up for a new gym membership....and i must admit, i did right by that.....at the moments, it is all about newness....and creating and forming new things.....gotta get it together....

i'm tired....ttyl xoxox

v'day; the true meaning behind it....

Good Evening to all the L O V E L Y people of the weblog community.....

I hope that you all are having a wonderful day thus far....

here's my thought for the day.....

Many consumers are eager and are always awaiting this day based on what profits they might make....they know that the personal gain (depending on what products they service) will show for themselves BUT they don't realize that although Valentine's day was geared in history towards cupid that G O D is L O V E and he is the ORIGINATOR of it.....

In the book of 1st Corinthians, Paul writes about his spiritual gifts and L O V E is a spiritual gift that is embedded in the hearts of all MAN KIND.....Chapter 13 verse 13 states "and now abideth FAITH, HOPE, LOVE, these three; but the greatest of these is L O V E".....that is a powerful message to share with his people yet it makes an imprint on the inner linings of my heart....
Keep in mind today that GOD is the one who demonstrated L O V E to each one of us so we can share and pass it on to other's like a domino effect.....

Today, I am planning on celebrating myself and embracing my inner spirit and what GOD has shown and taught me about L O V E so that I may make it applicable to my L I F E on an everyday basis....today, i have done somethings that I feel where applicable and were a stumbling block on my way towards transformation that GOD has ordained for my life @ the moment...entering a breakthrough is an interesting place to be especially me being 25 years old now...i have more responsibilities and more expectations for myself....so now, it is FINALLY time to live UP to them...

i have decided to share this with you ALL because i think that sometimes GOD uses people to get his word OUT there yanno....so i will be obedient....in all honesty, i could care less if you read this...as long as I KNOW for ME that this is what GOD has called for me personally, than this is all that matters....

For the Singletons (like myself today), rejoice and celebrate YOU....Today, I made a vow and committment SOLELY to MYSELF...@ the moment, I have SOOOO many things on my PLATE and I want to continue to be focused on things like I was before...I feel as though I lost that part of me but I received a reality check....I will continue to CHERISH and celebrate MYSELFspring CLEANING everyday....things as of yesterday are of the past... is definitely in affect (meaning people of negativity or not motivated or issues of my past have GOT to GO!!) and i plan to celebrate and do things for Kristen from NOW ON....I am my OWN focus and when GOD is ready to send me someone, he shall....but right now I am focused on getting my road map together so i can make an impact on the world....trust me, I will....

For the Couples, continue to share with your partner the L O V E that you have for one another....to have someone that you admire, cherish, love, and care for in your midst is an amazing thing and people envy that (especially if there situation isn't the greatest)....remember that you 2 are there for ONE ANOTHER....think about the levels that you want your L O V E and relationship to go....you should be celebrating your L O V E and relationship ALL YEAR LONG....

have a blessed day xoxoxo

~kristen.elizabeth

P.S. - my First & Middle Name and also my House Name are TRUE DEFINITIONS....GOD must have had a plan when he created and named me eh ;).....*muah*