".... had enough heartache.....and enough headache.....i've had so many ups and downs....don't know how much more i can take....but i decided....that i've CRIED all my last tears....YESTERDAY....."
today was one of those DAYS.....i just wanted to just drop to my knees and pray....and just cry "MY GOD MY GOD, what shall I DO".....you ever had one of them days where you didn't want to be bothered with anyone but GOD?? well today was one of those days....
Everytime I hear "Yesterday" by Mary Mary, it always makes me think about how today is a brand new day....and the lyrics are very fitting to how i was feeling today.....
I know that I make mistakes and I am not PERFECT but today was truly a rude awakening for myself....my mother was right....sometimes you shouldn't get close with co-workers but if that was the case, than Dr. Brown wouldn't be my mentor, Me and Cheeks wouldn't be close, etc.....
so i'm not sure if i totally agree with my mom's sentiments but i understand now that i should really listen to alot of the things that she tells me....
GOD, i hope if your listening that you make a way....for a new position in a new office.....preferebly close to me like Howard County but i know that you will....but GOD, i know whatever it is, you will work it out....
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